so its official. i am a bum. but i am okay with it.
i realized it about a half hour ago when i was sitting here watching The Munsters and thinking it was the coolest thing ever. I, Emily E. Doobz is a bum. but its cool.

so its friday so that means its my night in north reading which is fucking awesome but until valerie gets out of work my day goes like this.
laundry.
trash.
top secret mission.
you know..

tomorrow is going to be awesome. i get to spend alll day with valerie and the animals. and i cant even begin to think about how ridiculous adg's is gonna be.
+++ maria the house will be a year older and thats sweet cuz shes my homie.

nyc the 30th-1st thats gonna be bomb. hopefully i will have enough money to buy another sweet piece. if not it will sitll be a nutty time.

spring break went by madd quick but its cool.

oh and tbs in 20 days. fuck yessssss.

its not right to be afraid of your cat.

so its beautiful out. =)

i get to hang out with adg marley today. so thats freakin awesome!!!
++ tomorrow is an emil and val day and that makes me happy. we are gonna go see t-rex and who knows what else but i'm excited =)

but anyways. as of now i am pretty broke. but i do have money coming in and it is the first of my money that i will be saving. so heres my list.
-new york
-pay my aunt back for books!
-california!!
-vermont?
-apartment
-im sure theres more.
the bottom line is i have to stop being a slacker.

should i cut my hair or grow it?
haha.

this is me taking a break from the 5 1/2 hours i have been working on my history essay. NUTS. so i called out of work just to do this essay and i'm very glad i did because i am almost done with page 2. i spent the majority of my time reasing ALL the material, which included a 17 page packet with about size 8 font and random chapters out of the books, and yes i admit it i used a little spark notes.. oh and with the help of dictionary.com i now know about 20 words that i didn't when i woke up this morning..
speaking of waking up this morning. valerie is ahmazing.

anyways. so. its 6:25 and i'm hoping to maybe get another page out before i have to go take a shower and get ready to go out for the night.
butt i am feeling rpetty good about this paper and hopefully it might even bring my grade up a little because at this point i am maybe 87% sure i will be taking world civ 2 a second time.

wow.
livejournal.
wutevs.

oh. p.s.
it was soooo nice out earlier and now i can hear the vicious wind dancing around outside and it really disapoints the shit out of me that i was forced (by my newly found work ethic..kind of) to sit in all day and work on stimulating my brain. considering i have been volunatarily killing bain cells left and right lately.

oh and p.p.s.
william came down at about 4 to hang out with me and at about 430 he decided he was gonna nap with my little red blanket right on the orange chairs in the lobby. and he has been sleeping ever since and its silly.

i am so cold and i cannot get warm. its aweful. so right now i am NOT going to history class and i am definately curling up into a ball and taking a good nappp. because later valerie..kristin..&&&& ADG are all coming. how sweet is thatt??

oh and im not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing but i was late on my room deposit so now i have to go on a waiting list which means i have 100$ extra dollars. i guess it kinda sucks i might not having housing next year though. but wutev. 100 bucks =)

++ it is the seventh of february so that means..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KRISTIN.

so instead of doing my homework right now i am posting this livejournal. which completely proves the point that i am a slacker and a procrastinator..because i don't ever post livejournals and when i do i don't really enjoy it that much..soooo by reading this you are contributing to my failure at life. how does that make you feel? ha. anywaysss

so i went to my 10 o'clock class today and i don't remember a damn thing because i cannot keep my mind focused on anythingggggg...exceptttt one thing.
+++ i have another class at 130 with kayla. and i havent seen her in days which is weird because shes usually always around. i kind of miss her. haha.
HOPEFULLY after that class i will go get some food. preferably a soup and salad.

i have work at 530 until close. which is a shitty shift but whatever atleast i am making money again.
i am in debt. i owe my aunt almost $200 because she payed for my books but shes not up my ass about it so i'm not too worried. i do have a shittt load coming back from taxes and i am pretty excited about it.
hopefully by the summer i can think about looking for a car.
i also have to pay the housing deposit for next year which is really lame because i don't even know if i want to live here. but wutev.
so my $$$$ situation is lame right now and i can only think of one thing i actually want to spend my money on...but its a secrett ;)

wellll after work valerie is going to pick me uppp + hanging out with her in salem is pretty much my favorite thing to do lately. shes great.
and hopefully we will see William because he is our little buddy and i didnt have enough of him yesterday.
soooo this is officially the longest freakin livejournal i have EVER written and i really hope i get a few comments cuz if not i might be sad.
but anywayss im going to go pretend to do my work for another hour. =)

p.s.
i love my friends. i love them so much. you know why? because they love me and they are so good to me. sooo everyone who is my friend. read this and know that i love you.
++ adgy poo and house face - i miss you guys.
OHHH and mary is my new gym buddy and its greattttt.

wellllll
i am trying to do my homework for once and there are people in my room and a bunch of annoying assholes in the lobby.

butttttt
other than that
everything is AHMAZINGGGGGG.
<3

sooooo

<3

that was crazy.

dear livejournal,

something is seriously wrong with me.
can you help me?
i doubt it.

i'm fat.

h'okay so since i baught my tbs ticket i have been listneing to them non-stop. i have seen them twice..which i know isn't a lot compared to most of the people i know buttt i love them just as mucch and i am 100% pumped for this concert and 100% bummed it isn't sooner than it is.

but anywayyy i got back to school on wenesday. i dno if thats good or bad. i don't really have any feelings about it yet.

today i am loafing. cuz its what i do best lately.

me and alycia got our TAKING BACK SUNDAY TICKETS MOTHA FUCKAAAAAAAAA.

i'm chopping off my hair AGAIN.


??????????

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION(s)
1. to stop being a fucktard.
2. to eat apple again.

i need someone to draw me my fighter jets (TATTOO) i want it. real soooon.

so i've been home since thursday and i've been doing pretty much nothing since then. not sure what i'm doing today. probably a little cleaning of the room. then later going to get my check at marshalls then i dont really know. the funny thing is..i don't really mind doing nothing. i haven't made any kind of real effort to do anything. i have so much sleep and everything to catch up on. i have been so stressed out with working and school. its gotten to the point where i'm losing weight for no reason and that NEVER happens to me. so i'm trying to take it easy.

i do have to admit i probably will miss marshalls and school by the end of this. but this break came at exactly the right time..

i can tell that this is going to be one of those years i look back on when i'm having a really good yea and i'm going to say "what the hell"
i mean this isn't a terrible year ...some things are going great. its just school. i hate it. i hate salem. i wanna be in the city. and i have really bad anxiety and it sucks.

so I've decided that next year I'm either going to find an apartment in Salem with a few roomates or I'm going to buy a car and commute.
This year is already payed for by financial aid but next year won't be and I'm not going to pay $6000 to live somewhere i don't want to be.
if my budget goes as i planned (and it is so far) i will have the money for a good enough car by the time school is out for the summer.
i'm thinking that commuting will probably be the best because if i do end up transfering i dont have to worry about moving a million times or inconveniencing anyone.

also, over christmas break i think i might be staying in Salem so i can work at Marshalls and NOT AJ Wright. Sara from my work has an extra room and she offered it to me over christmas break..i still haven't made up my mind because my mom is pretty pissed about it, i was looking foward to going home but i was definately not looking foward to working at AJ Wright. i love marshalls.

i actually got dressed for class today which was kind of weird.
i have to go register for classes but they lost one of my papers and i'm kind of mad about that because i had everything all set and they messed it up.
i had to get a shot and everyting. lame.

but yea, i'm in history class right now, its such a joke..i would say about 1/4 of the class showed up today. pfft.


besides the whole dorm situation things are going pretty good.
7 days till i go home for a week.
i can't wait.
thanksgiving <3